It's no doubt that we meet people everyday. Some may stay forever and some might just pass by. But there are special ones that stay for a certain amount of time, leave memories behind and disappear from our lives. Funny how such people can mean so much at a certain point and goes back to being strangers.
I never understood these kinds of relationships and I doubt I ever will. Being Shafieza, I don't really forget the things that people did to me. Not the bad ones and not the good ones either. They tend to stay. But being Shafieza also means that if you were ever important to me once, I don't usually recall the bad memories with you. I can't. The good ones always overshadow the bad ones. But that is me. What about you?
I always wonder what people think of me, how they recall our memories, how much have I impacted their lives, how much did I hurt them? Was I really that bad of a friend to get ignored? Did I hurt them in the worst way possible that they hate me till this very day?
Of course, those are the questions we ask because we don't know how people see us. Or how the little things that did not matter to us means the world to them. I really hope that the people I lost come back one day and I hope that things will fall back into place. The relationships I had were to meaningful to be wasted just like that but God knows better. Let's just hope for the best.
