Little did I know,
I'm losing myself slowly,
drowning in this world,
Of pressure and expectations.
Little did I know,
I was forced to do things,
Something that my heart desires not,
Only to satisfy the wishes of others.
Little did I know,
I hate this world I'm in,
The stress and work,
Full hours of torture and misery,
Only to find myself drained by it.
Little did I know,
what I desire is the stars,
the calmness of the world,
the calmness of my mind,
The beauty of His creations.
Little that I know,
my wishes are merely a fairytale,
to be lived only in my imagination,
cause reality is a harsh place.
