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Behind every smile,
Lies a shredded heart that makes the smile worth it.
Behind every broken heart,
Lies a person who used to make her smile.

Everyone looks up to her,
Wanting to be her,
When they actually don't know her,
The pain, the sorrows,
Nights filled with wet pillows,
Morning of swollen eyes,
Afternoon of anxiety,
And evenings of depression.

People see her as perfect,
Cause they can't see her heart,
The misery she was put in,
The expectations she lives with,
Yet she goes on,
To show people she's fine,
When she's clearly not,
Only to bring herself up,
And fight the cruel judgement of the world.

Dear Shafieza

Dear Shafieza,
You should know that in this world not everyone is as blessed as you are.
You should know that not everyone is given the opportunity to do what you do.
There are people struggling in this world for survival.
And you live under the comfort of you parents in a peaceful country.

Dear Shafieza,
Allah always push the people they love to the limit,
only to unleash their true potential,
Only to bring them close to Him,
Only to be loved by Him and be reminded
That He is always with us
through thick and thin.

Dear Shafieza,
Sometimes life brings you down,
sometimes life is a pain in the ass,
sometimes life just sucks,
But remember; Verily after every difficulties, there'll be ease.

Dear Shafieza,
Stay strong.

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What people see is a perfect lady,
Young, sophisticated and beautiful.

What she sees is a mess,
A girl who can never say no,
Takes up every job even when she's not willing too.

What people see is a strong girl,
A girl with passion and never gives up.

What she sees is a little girl,
Cries herself to bed every night,
Hoping there'll be another to be by her side.

People only see what we show them,
They only judge by how we appear before them,
And what we hide is only for us to know.

No one is flawless,
No one is strong enough,
and definitely no one get through things
without failing.

No success is achieved in a day,
no success is achieved without hard work,
And above all,
No success will be achieved
without His will and blessings.

Little did I know

Little did I know,
I'm losing myself slowly,
drowning in this world,
Of pressure and expectations.

Little did I know,
I was forced to do things,
Something that my heart desires not,
Only to satisfy the wishes of others.

Little did I know,
I hate this world I'm in,
The stress and work,
Full hours of torture and misery,
Only to find myself drained by it.

Little did I know,
what I desire is the stars,
the calmness of the world,
the calmness of my mind,
The beauty of His creations.

Little that I know,
my wishes are merely a fairytale,
to be lived only in my imagination,
cause reality is a harsh place.