Sorry my dearest not so stalker for not updating my blog for a looooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg time.. So, I really have nothing to write actually. So, this is kind of an impromptu. And the topic is confidence!
From my opinion. Well, I think everyone agrees... We need confidence in this life. We need confidence even to do our 5 times prayer. Why? Because before we can actually do our prayers. We have to believe that Allah is there. Allah exist and He is our god. :)Wow. I can be so random.
Next, this is more like the next step of confidence. In this 'level' we are brave enough to speak for other. For example call a waiter and ask them for a straw or something. Or even walk to a teacher and ask a question that we do not understand. We need confidence to ask a person something that we want. But let's narrow it down. Teachers and waiters are like a stranger to us. We need to be confident to ask our parents whether you can go to an outing or not? Haha. If you can do that, than you are a confident person.
THE THIRD LEVEL OF CONFIDENCE!!! The ability to be able to speak in front of millions and thousands and hundreds of people! When I was little, I am only comfortable to stand on stage with a lot of people around me. As time pass by, I am asked to stand on the stage alone. But when I do, I'll be shivering and shaking or whatever the appropriate word is. And this happened because it is just so scary. Saying what we memorized isn't hard. But seeing the fact that nobody actually care about what we are saying is what always bring me down.
I think my first time one stage was in Primary 6. I entered a Sajak Competition. And I remembered the crowd clearly. Cause they weren't paying attention to me. But I didn't stop there. I kept on speaking until I feel nothing. During performance day, I did not feel a thing when I stand on the stage and read my lines. Most probably cause there are a few more people on stage with me. But seriously, I felt nothing and I feel so comfortable up there that I don't feel like going down. :)
