The secret.

Have you heard of this book? Well, I haven't read it or anything. But I've watched a video about it back in Primary 6.

http://thesecret.tv/

This is the website of the book or whatever. I've summarized what I learnt in Primary 6. And it's only one line. Hold on to this sentence or if you don't believe it get the book. The secret can help you with a lot of things.

So, here is the line.................

"Your body does what your brain tells them to do."

For example. If you say I can jump over 120cm! Then your body will do it. If you say, I can't do this. 120cm is too high! Then, you won't jump that high. Hope you understand.. I mean I just woke up and here I am. Babbling about things.

Confidence.

Sorry my dearest not so stalker for not updating my blog for a looooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg time.. So, I really have nothing to write actually. So, this is kind of an impromptu. And the topic is confidence!

From my opinion. Well, I think everyone agrees... We need confidence in this life. We need confidence even to do our 5 times prayer. Why? Because before we can actually do our prayers. We have to believe that Allah is there. Allah exist and He is our god. :)Wow. I can be so random.

Next, this is more like the next step of confidence. In this 'level' we are brave enough to speak for other. For example call a waiter and ask them for a straw or something. Or even walk to a teacher and ask a question that we do not understand. We need confidence to ask a person something that we want. But let's narrow it down. Teachers and waiters are like a stranger to us. We need to be confident to ask our parents whether you can go to an outing or not? Haha. If you can do that, than you are a confident person.

THE THIRD LEVEL OF CONFIDENCE!!! The ability to be able to speak in front of millions and thousands and hundreds of people! When I was little, I am only comfortable to stand on stage with a lot of people around me. As time pass by, I am asked to stand on the stage alone. But when I do, I'll be shivering and shaking or whatever the appropriate word is. And this happened because it is just so scary. Saying what we memorized isn't hard. But seeing the fact that nobody actually care about what we are saying is what always bring me down.

I think my first time one stage was in Primary 6. I entered a Sajak Competition. And I remembered the crowd clearly. Cause they weren't paying attention to me. But I didn't stop there. I kept on speaking until I feel nothing. During performance day, I did not feel a thing when I stand on the stage and read my lines. Most probably cause there are a few more people on stage with me. But seriously, I felt nothing and I feel so comfortable up there that I don't feel like going down. :)

Wait and see

So, I wrote a song. And the title is wait and see. What is this song about? Let's not discuss about that. Here are the lyrics.

Sitting by my phone
Knowing that I'm alone
It makes me feel so sad
But I hope that you're glad

Staring at the sky
Lifting my chin up high
Hoping that I'll stay strong
After what has gone wrong

Chorus:
So, I look at myself in the mirror
Finding a way out from this horror
I just wanna spread my wings away
Cause there's no point for me to stay
So that I can be who I wanna be
You shall just wait and see

Walking down the street
In the crowd I try to fit
Around me I have my friends
And together we held hands

Facing the world together
Knowing that we have each other
And then when I cry
They say I have to try

Chorus

In this world there is nothing impossible
Not much things in this world that is horrible
If you just open your eyes and see the world
I'm sure that things will get prettier
But right now you are just narrow minded
Til you're mean enough to make me feel hurt

Chorus

Hello

Hi. It has been a while since I last update my blog. Well, I've been busy with my preparations for exam. currently, I am having a computer exam. and I'm done and bored. so, here I am. and Husna says Hi!! :D