puff

So, I've bben crying since the last 10 mins.. Still am crying actually and I have no idea why!!! I wanna say that I'm sad.. Well, like obviously... But you know.. I dunno why am I sad. Since I started crying.. That means I couldnt go to sleep or my eyes will get super puff!! So, I'll just stare at the ceiling I guess,, and I wanted to tweet about how I feel.. But it's too public. So here I am.. Talking to walls.. Again..

Go away

Hi.. So, currently. I dont feel well.. Not physically.. Not mentally. My body is always tired.. And my mind? Dont even get me started.. I just feel like crying. Like ALL THE TIME. But you know. I have to show the world that I'm strong. I have to stand up cause the moment when I'm writing this.. Like right now.. (30/7/12, 11:06pm) I have no one to talk to.. So I'm like talking to myself or maybe a wall or to my invisible readers..
So, the title for this post is go away. It's because when I'm sad or down. I push people away. I'll be all alone and think about the problem. I'll cry alone and ignore people. Cause that's just how I roll.. You're worried about me? Well. I dont mind. But I dont want you to worry about my problems.. That's why I push you away. And ask you to go away.

bambooo

So, I decided to paint something for my friend, Syafira, after reading her post. She saiddddd....

"today's trip was awesomeee .. students adni tukar jadi kanak2 ribena .. excited gile masuk kidzworld .. ade one art dkt BNM yang sy memang suke gila2 , minat sangat sangat sangat teramatlahh sangat .. serious ohh art tu lawa gilaa .. rasa cm nak menatap art tu lama2 je .. kalaulah ade org can draw and paint it for me .. i will remember him/her forevahhh .. hmmm"

And this is obviously the painting that I painted for her.. :)

Whuuuutt.. ._.

WOAHHHHH!!!!!!!! The last time I update my blog is like 594208046859085390850942390 minutes ago????? haha.. I mean days... Well, I guess I've been busy. I mean.. Musleh was during 4-8th July.. Then school... Bla bla bla... More debate. Currently... I'm debating at Help University.. Well, was.. Cause we didn't break. But the other team. ADNI 'AMPANG' is going to the quarter finals....................... oh well.. Imma sit at home and do my homeworks!! *determined* bye!!

What will you do when you feel down and you have no one to reach out to you?
What will you do when you woke up crying to things that aren't matter?
What will you do if you feel awful for no apparent reason?
What will you do if people talk bad about you?
What will you do to make things right again?
What will you do if there's no hope anymore?
What will you do if you are alone in this world?
What will you do if suddenly you lost our voice and you needed help so badly?
What will you do if you don't have your hands?
What will you do if you know when you will die?
What will you do if tomorrow is your last day?
What will you do if today is your last day?

All we can do is ask questions and there's no answer for it.