Thoughts

a little confession

It feels like forever since I last write on this blog. Things have gone tougher in life and I'm becoming more busy each day. Also, I've been keeping things to myself that I don't feel comfortable sharing anymore. Atleast not to everyone. Just hope that things will turn out better than how it used to be.

1st June '16

Two strangers met and fell in love
Time spent were never enough
And they seek for more
They spent as much time together
As they will be apart
For quite some time

When the time has come
For them to be apart
She sent him to the port
To get the last glimpse of him
They looked at each other
As if they'll never meet
His eyes were full of love
And so was hers
She watched him walks away
Knowing she'll miss
Every bit of him

Things were the same
Only for a few days
They talked and loved
Like how they always do
Over time
He started to make time
For his friends
And leave her hanging
Not knowing where he is
Or who he's with
What is he doing
Or even how he is

Promises were made
He said he'll be back early
But he's never back by 12
And she'll fall asleep
Waiting for him
Even in her sleep
Hoping that he'll call
Just to hear her voice
But he never did

Day by day,
She gets weaker
She cries more
Yet she still hope
That he'll change
That things will be better
And he'll love her
Like how they first met

she tells herself to understand
That he misses his friends
He misses his home
But the only thing
That seems like he doesnt miss
Is her

working days!

Hi there stalker(s)! Currently I am working at my old school. Yeah. Might be lame. But it is my first step to become a lecturer. The work here is fun I guess. Learning things, sharing things. It is fun! I also get to edit things and key in things like what people do in the office.

Since I am currently working at school, I also get to help my friends to raise money for our graduation! If you get a chance to sell things, better bring a fan with you! I guess that's all. I'm gonna get back to my work now. Ciao! Assalaamualaikum. :3

Has it really been that long since I last posted on my blog? Well, I guess so. Hello my invisible readers. (if you are not invisible, Alhamdulillah) A lot has happened since my last post. One of the huge thing is SPM!!! It was fine I guess. I'm a little but worry tho. Didn't do so well in my trials. Wonder how my actual result will turn out to be like. And most of the teachers have high hopes on me. Hope I won't disappoint them. Or my parents.

People always tell me that SPM is the beginning. If you do it badly, you're screwed but not entirely screwed. And obviously I didn't listen cause I was fooling around during my trials. Yay me!

Just hope that I get an excellent result. If I don't it's not my Rezeki and Allah has a better plan for me, InsyaAllah. :)