Papers

Staring at a blank piece of paper,
wondering what to write,
I have so many in mind,
that nothing is coming out.

A white sheet is how it is,
The imagination of my life,
When the truth is the opposite,
Everything is in fact black.

As tears racing down my cheeks,
In the dark I sat,
Hoping to be saved by someone,
To catch a glimpse of light and shine again.

Little did I know,
That sheet of paper has turned darker,
Only a change of heart can bring back,
The light that is once gone and turn it white.

shs

Sanctuary

Just when I thought I have found my sanctuary,

It turns out to be just another theory,

Proven not by time,

Simply just a paradigm. 

Just when I thought I've grown stronger,

Intense emotions make me ponder,

If there are such things as happiness,

Cause my sights are filled with angriness.

Money should not be what we seek,

Harmonious environment we should keep,

If those principles are at loss,

Surely the world will turn into a chaos.

If this is the world's reality,

I shall live in solitary,

Away from fights and corruptions, 

As I am afraid of this modern disruption.

shs