Never thought

Never thought I'd love this hard
Never thought I'd be hurt this much
Never thought he'll make me feel
The things that I feel now

Never thought I'll be happy
Never thought I'll cry so often
Never thought that he's the reason
That I'm both happy and sad

Never thought I'll be loved
Never thought I'll be crushed
Never thought that he makes me
Feel special even when he does nothing

Thoughts in class...

Moving on isn't easy
All I can do is make myself busy
Not reading your texts that are cheesy
Cause going through it is too risky

Everyday I'm deleting you slowly
Always do it half-heartedly
And sometimes over a few Raviolis
Knowing I'll never delete you wholly

I still hope that you'll be mine
Even after I was declined
Lying to myself that I am fine
While waiting for you under the moonshine

Dear friend

There are things that we want
There are things that we need
What we must do
Is put the need above want
And you'll get what you ask for
Somewhere in the future

Dear friend,
Sometimes we can't help but to ponder
About our future we wonder
We need not to overthink
Everything will come in a blink
It'll still come even with a wink

Future is a mystery
A whole new discovery
Don't turn it into misery
You may gain luxury
Or even a wife that is motherly

Worry not about things
If it is meant to be,It will be
Believe in Him you should
For he is the Almighty

Goodnight!

Goodbye

It was pleasure to meet you
Always have been.
I will forever wait
To see you again
And I know one day,
I will

Sometimes it's boring to have you
Staying indoor all day
Thinking what I should do
But it was okay
Cause I still have you

Little did I know
Time pass like a bullet train
It is already time
For us to go our separate ways

I'll treat you better
So please stay longer
Our memories won't be bitter
and I'll cherish it forever

Farewell holidays!

Seriously?

So today I decided to download an app on my phone. Something to make it easier for me to blog. I think there used to be a blogger app or so but I can't find it. Therefore I decided to download whatever option they provided me with.

When I downloaded it, I typed random things with the intention to post it. Guess what? I CAN'T POST IT! Why? Well, apparently I need to buy the app and it costs like $4.99. Honestly, I don't see the point of making the free one if I can't actually do anything with it. Life is so hard and it definitely needs a lot of patience. Too bad I don't have any. Decided to uninstall it after 10 mins. #thuglife

6th October 2016

Thoughts

a little confession

It feels like forever since I last write on this blog. Things have gone tougher in life and I'm becoming more busy each day. Also, I've been keeping things to myself that I don't feel comfortable sharing anymore. Atleast not to everyone. Just hope that things will turn out better than how it used to be.