"I'd pray day and night hoping that you'll be mine and I'll be yours."

Labelling

So,I moved. Where to? Not important. Hate the name of this place. I'll be labelled as something that I don't like if people know where I live. Well, let's hear me babble about labelling. YEAY!

(seriously you people. Don't read my blog. BORING LAA!!)

Anyway. Labellings. Nowadays, people get labelled for what they do or what they wear or what they.. I don't know. EAT?

1) What they do:
When a person works as a cleaner or maybe a beggar. You'll label them as poor. Not all beggars are poor. I mean some of them lied and became even richer than you! (Yes. Richer than you. Remember, whatever you have now is your parents')

2)What they wear:
When a person wears a tuxedo for example. It doesn't mean they're rich. I mean. It can be their brother's or maybe the rent it. And if a kid wears branded clothes. It's not necessary to label them as rich. It can be a present. And when a person dresses badly, it doesn't mean they're poor. I mean. Maybe they just have a bad fashion sense. Or they got lazy to dress up properly. WHO KNOWS!! STOP JUDGING!!

3)What they eat:
When someone tweet. "Having dinner @ Tony Roma's" Then you'll go like rich people. I mean. Really? People get labelled for what they eat? Hilarious.

Thanks for reading my merepek posts. Ciao. :P

Ponder

Have you ever wonder about life? About your future? About how things will be the next day or what will happen in 5 more seconds?
Have you ever thought about your past? About things you did and the things that you went through?
Have you thought about your actions? About what you are doing right now? Do you love it or you don't?

Questions questions questions. Just simply a million questions that are asked daily in our life. About how your future is going to be? And how your past has changed you. Or maybe about the things you are doing right now.

Have you ever think about all of this? And when you do, what do you think about? Is it simply for money? Or you are chasing akhirat? Now that is a question we have to ponder about. Change your mindset and do everything for the sake of Allah because He will guide you. All you have to do is plan and He'll decide what is the best for you.

Tears

Have the power of tears ever cross your mind?

To me, tears symbolizes sincerity. Sincerity of a slave towards their God. It is beautiful to see a slave, crying and begging for help and forgiveness from Allah. It is beautiful to know how much we need Allah's help in our life. It is wonderful to be humble in front of Him and talk about our imperfections so that he can help us to become better. The sincerity will make our du'a accepted. InsyaAllah.

Tears is also a way to express ourselves. A girl will cry her heart out whenever she feels down. I would cry my heart out when I feel down. I would sleep on my wet pillow and feel better once I wake up the next morning. My swollen eyes are worth it. Because by crying, I don't have to bury everything inside my heart. I don't have to carry the burden on my shoulder. Not after I've cried.

Cuteness

Have you ever been so in love that whatever the person does is cute to you? Even when he or she does the weirdest thing that might freak other people out yet you still find the person cute? I guess that is what we call love. We accept the other person for who they are. Not based on looks.

Betrayal

Words words words words words words.

Words are nothing but lies. Lies that are told to please other people at first, but end up hurting the same person at the end. Why? Why would a person do such thing? Promises being broken, tears are shed. And you can feel nothing but guilt. Feeling guilty for doing such bad things.

More words can't fix things cause it will be nothing but more lies. A lie that a little confuse girl tell a boy who is deeply in love with her. Just more lies and false hope. I feel sorry for the little girl who is trying to escape from this misery. I feel sorry that her feelings for the boy was all a lie cause all this time, she was just trying to find a distraction. A distraction from her true feelings for this other boy.

A dream came true

There's nothing better than knowing that your dream came true. In my case, I'm still trying to believe what I've been waiting all for this while, what I have been wanting so bad all this time is finally mine now. The feeling is just so wonderful that I became speechless. I didn't know how to react that I denied. It was so hard to believe that it's finally mine now that I couldn't stop smiling.

Days and night are spent thinking about it. How it feels just like a dream cause it is just too good to be true. Hours are spent wondering how it became a reality because it was something impossible. All this while, I had it in me. But I just didn't know until that one night came. That changes everything. 554