What will you do when you feel down and you have no one to reach out to you?
What will you do when you woke up crying to things that aren't matter?
What will you do if you feel awful for no apparent reason?
What will you do if people talk bad about you?
What will you do to make things right again?
What will you do if there's no hope anymore?
What will you do if you are alone in this world?
What will you do if suddenly you lost our voice and you needed help so badly?
What will you do if you don't have your hands?
What will you do if you know when you will die?
What will you do if tomorrow is your last day?
What will you do if today is your last day?

All we can do is ask questions and there's no answer for it.

Nur Alliyah Ally Azran

So, this girl here. She's so awesome. (Not):P Here are some info about her..

Full name: Nur Alliyah Ally Azran
Nickname: Ally
Friends since: unknown
Birthday: Same as Mr. Karim - 9th October
Height : Shorter than me
Eyes colour: Dark brown
Hair colour: Black. (Asians are cool!)
She's known for: BEING A DRAMA QUEEN~~ To be or not to be~~~
Best subject: English and History.. :3

So, this girl here that I dunno when I actually know her... Well, she was my classmate in primary 4 and 6 if I'm not mistaken.. And then again in Form 2 and 3.. We became close in Form 2.. We were two fifth of one direction. Not.. (Okay, lame!!) We were two of the people in this group called Randomehs.. *RANDOMEH FM!! yeaaahh~~* If I were to tell you the things that we went through together, it'll be a really really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long post. But then, even if I wanted to type it out, I don't remember much. (SORRY ALLY!! Love you! :3) So.... Yeah... I need to create more memories with her. But one thing I remember well is......... YOU OWE ME A FREAKING DATE AT KDE!! AND I'M MOVING AND MY DAD IS SELLING HIS KDE MEMBERSHIP SO MAKE THE DATE COME FASTER!! D: :'( Anyways, what brings me here is one of the awesomest memory that Insyallah I'll remember forever.. Her birthday card! Haha.. Actually, I don't remember her birthday card. But I remembered how I got her present. Went to this shop at Petaling Street.. I think. And I took forever to pick out something for her. Walked around the shop for like 54393496 times!! xD

Sbu's sports day.

I'm lazy to tell the whole thing.. So, I'll just post some pictures and tell what was going on..




So, this is me with one of my best friends.. ALLY! :D this picture was taken before the sports day actually starts..




This is Maclay's kawad team with the Captain sitting at the front, the commander standing near the banner, teachers in the yellow clothes and other members. :) Me? Well, I'm the photographer!! :D




Shirtliff's mascot!! IRONMAN!!




Cooke's Mascot.. Bumblebee! Is that how we spell it? Oh well.. :P




My friends.. From left: Sin Zhao Hong, Akif, Vanessa, Fitri and and and and AZIM HUSAINI!! :D




This is me.. With the 'disc'



From left: Nia, Me, Amanda




So, I went to see the Maclay board.. It is so awesome!! It won first place for the best board!! :D Nia's sister did most of it... So proud of her.. :')




This is me.. Wearing all of the props.. Acting like it's mine and acting like I'm still in that school.. :P




So, it was hot.. And then this huge cloud was covering the sun. And Shamir said "Oh look! Jesus is coming down." I played along for like 5 seconds.. And I said wouldn't the Cristian people be offended? Then Sham said.. Nic is the one who said it and he's Catholic.. Well, I guess they don't mind then.. Haha.. xD




So, this is me with Luqman Halim's sister.. She's so nice.. Not like the brother.. Mean and and.. Well, mean and evil!! :(




YEAY!! ME AND BIG BRO!!! I miss him!! :D hahaha.. Finally I get to take a picture with him.. It's okay if it's blur.. I don't mind.. :')




Maclay's Captain, Wan Muhammad Al Fath, after he ran for the house.. He's all like Cepat ambik gambar.. Hahaha.. Tah pape la Al Fath ni.. :P




So, this is when Macaly were announced as the champion. They finally win after 3 years of getting 2nd.. So happy for them!! :')
Blue stand for victory and we are wearing blue so come one M-A-C-L-A-Y H-O-U-S-E YEAH!!

HAHA... MY LAMEST PUBLIC SPEAKING EVER!!

Holidays. It’s getting very near. I’m sure most of us are going to travel whether in Malaysia or overseas. One thing I know about travelling during holiday seasons is Traffic Jam. Hours of traffic jam.

Good morning to our Principal, teachers and my fellow friends. My name is Shafieza and I’m very proud to present 3 Dedikasi this morning. Today, I would like to give a speech about things you can do in Traffic Jam.


Since PMR and SPM are just around the corner, I’m going to start my speech with something educational. Just a reminder, students ought to bring a small note book and a pen with them. You can get knowledge anywhere and anytime.
First, students can refresh their brains with simple multiples or you can practise your chemical equation. Make sure you don’t push yourself too hard. People in the other car might think you’re crazy if you act like *repeat an equation a few times*. I bet some of you might think that I was crazy for a minute there. Another good exercise that you can do is by adding up all the numbers. Like 1+2+3+4+5+6+7 and so on. Try to see how far you can get. Hope you can reach 100!!

Curiosity. One word that makes people on earth discovers a lot of things. If you think you want to discover something, try to start with things around you. For example, a pen. Don’t you ever wonder how does a pen work? I have. In fact I’ve disassembled a lot of ball pens and mechanical pencils. I was amaze by how this simple machine works. I do this a lot during the exam while waiting for the exam to finish. Maybe this is the reason why I get low marks in exam. I was busy discovering things.
On the other hand, I’m sure most of us have hand phone, so text a friend. If you run out of credits, talk to your family members instead. I’m sure we have many things that we want to share with our family members. I love to share funny stories with my family. This is because laughing helps releases stress but try to avoid laughing too much. You might die. A woman actually made the front cover of a newspaper because she died of laughing. Blame her husband for tickling her!

Talk about laughing. Some people love doing funny things. Here are some random ideas. Stare at the people in the car that next to you. You can tell how confident they are by doing this. A confident person might stare back at you and maybe give you a grin while a shy person will start to slide down slowly. You can also amuse someone by picking your nose. They will start to laugh when they see that. But this action is not recommended by me. People might think you’re disgusting but if I’m the one see you doing that, I’ll laugh at you. Hope I don’t die by doing that!

Next, singing in the car would do. If you have a nice voice like Marha, you might actually entertain the people in the car. If you have a bad voice like me and Enez, I think you should just sing to yourself. Some people might want to jump out from the car. But you don’t have to worry. They won’t die because the car is not moving.

I also have some tips for teachers up here. If you are driving the car in a traffic jam and you are stressed, take a deep breath. *Inhale and exhale* It always does the trick. You can also start a conversation with the people in the car. If you are alone, you should start listening to the radio and maybe sing along. It doesn’t really matter whether you sound good or not. You’re alone right??

Only one thing all of us shouldn’t do in traffic Jam is drink. I’m sure your parents can’t do anything if you start saying “Mummy! Mummy! I need to pee!” unless you don’t mind going into the bushes and do your thing but look out for snakes!

That’s all for today. I hope I don’t have to give another speech because I’m torturing all of you. I would like to end my speech by apologising to all of you if my speech was too long. Selamat Hari Raya and enjoy your holidays. Thank you!

Time square!! :D

It's all messed up.. So, I can't really put a caption on the pictures.. Anyway, I went to Time Square with my friends. And as usual.. I'm the only malay.. Not as usual.. But you know.. I hang out with these people a lot!! Enjoy... :)
Owh.. This first picture here.. It's the stupidest pregnant picture ever.. It doesn't look like a pregnant lady.. It looks more like a model or something.. So weird.. :/

It's all messed up!!

So, I've tried to change my background like 95409583490 times.. But failed.. I even ask a friend of mine to find me a cool background.. Well, it's all useless.. Can't change it.. So, hello new background!! It's me and my best friend NIA!! :D On the seminar day for PMR.. Got bored yawww.. Haha.. Okay bye!! :)

Naya Chan's house: That guy...... Zharif

Hello.. So, my house doesn't have wireless for quite sometime.. So, I can't really update about my story with Naya.. Anyways,I wrote down whatever I did on the day I meet Naya.. And It sounds something like this.

Hi.. So, today is the first time I meet that guy... Zharif. I first saw him when I opened the door at naya's apartment. Of course. He was standing at "the blind spot". Why? You afraid the security guard catch you, boy? :P Anyway, let me start from the beginning.. Today (5/6/12) I went to Naya's house. I was suppose to go there on the 6th because I have to teman my sis to the doctor. But then, the appointment was postponed. So, I've decided to go to Naya's house and meet that guy.. Zharif..

Okay, so I arrived early at Nia's house. First, I gave her all the stuff I bought her from Langkawi. Then we went into her (super messy) room. And I watched her does like 490853906739085049 embarrassing things. Owh and we watch videos too! Cause I was bored (Like obviously). We watched the Duck Song, Llama song, and other videos. owh.. We're planning to watch this Philippines drama called Nandito Ako.. I think.. The important part is.. David Archuleta is in it.. He's so cute.. :} Anyways, after she's done with her embarrassing stuffs, we went out from her house. That is the moment when I actually get to see Zharif like face to face for the first time. He's actually good looking. That was my first impression of him.. Wait.. nuhh.. My first impression was he looks short. (Problem Zharif? Yeah. I know I'm mean. Told ya. :3 )

Okay so we went down, met some other people. I didn't talk much when I was around the others though. Don't know why. Anyway.. *Press forward button. Then pause* The others went away. And only Naya, Zharif, Mai and I were left. When we were talking, Mai was like literally ignoring us. She was like doing her own thing. Since it was kind of quiet, Zharif started talking. He was saying weird things. I guess. So, Nia and I started to have this 'Telepathic' conversation (not really) and laugh everytime Zharif said or did something. Since he's a curious boy, he'll start asking questions and we ignored him. So, this laughing thingy went on for kind of a long time. Anyway, Nia got distracted by a cat. Two cats actually. One of the cat's name is Chika. If I'm not mistaken. Naya and Zharif touched the cat and said that it has a really soft fur (It's called fur right? Whatever.) I didn't touch it it cause I was afraid. ( No. I'm not afraid of cats. I'm afraid of the disease they might give me.)

Okay, so the owner took the cat away.. and then. Okay. I don't remember what happened. Okay. Then, I showed Nia "The guy who was murdered video" ( I have it in my blog yaww.. Under December 2011 I think.. Or November 2011) okay.. and then, they heard my security finger thingy and my name was mentioned everytime I unlock my tab. The name mentioned was a little bit weird. So, I changed it. Then we started to change it to Nia's name and then Zharif's. When Zharif heard his name being mentioned weirdly, he tried to fix it until at one point, he made the security finger thingy say bad bad words like.. You know... Bad words (We are different in a way. You're bad and I'm nice.. In your face! :P ) So now, everytime I unlock my tab it'll say "Scanning Database... Welcome back stupid fucker." Gosh.. You're so annoying Zharif.. Just like me.. :P

Before I went home, Zharif did something again and it made Naya and I laughed. Then he finally figured out why we were laughing this whole time. It's because Zharif and I are exactly the same! Not exactly.. But like 85%.. Maybe.

Anyway, my point here is that Nia loves me so much the she's actually dating a male version of me. Haha.. I'm so touched.. :') Owh.. And I find Zharif funny.. That means I'm funny too!! Lol.. Okay.. Maybe not. So, conclusion... I HAVE FOUND MY TWIN!! :D

P/S: Sorry for the really long story and I apologize if I did any typo or grammar error.. I'm too lazy to go through it.. BYE!!




Naya And I! :D

When school reopens.

So, I arrived kind of early today. I was planning to sleep in my friend's class.. But i guess I wasn't sleepy.. Ohh well.. Anyways.. First subject.. Jeng jeng jeng~~~ It was PE.. Haha.. Physical Edution.. Had a stroll around the school area with the teacher. It was fun! :) Then. Break.. Later.. HISTORY!! I've never ever ever get a C for history before.. And this time.. I got a C.. Pretty happy though.. Cause I got like 45 and 55 before.. Okay.. Next subject, BM.. I did kind of well.. So, there's nothing to talk about I guess.. After BM.. PHYSICS!! First time getting physics paper.. Well, I've got to say that I was pretty nervous. Paper 1.. I think I got 37.. Over 50.. And paper 3.. I don't remember.. Paper 2.. The teacher didn't give us.. Okay.. Physics done.. Bm done.. Next.. PAI.. Or Islamic studies........................ Okay.. Pai.. I got 86.. Nuff said.. Then Chemistry.. Omg.. Chemistry is so annoying.. Hassan got highest for all the 3 papers.. And he was like kecoh-kecoh.. Well, he didn't say anything.. But his face.. Hmmm... Rase mcm nak belasah je.. So, for chemistry.. I think the highest.. Is obviously Hassan.. 83 I think.. Then followed by Husna and Asiah.. 73.. Then.. Arif.. 68 or 69 I'm not sure.. Maybe he got higher.. Then there's me.. 66.. Well, I only know this few results.. So there might be other people in between or smthg.. Owh.. I calculated my maths results before Chemistry.. And I got like 67.. 67 is little for a maths lover okay.. Got emo since then.. -.- Owh.. I saw this guy in Baju Melayu.. Lol.. I think I melted.. Hahaha.. Guys in Baju Melayu are always cute.. :')

Boredom

Okay.. It's 1 in the morning.. And I'm bored.. So, I'll write down the possibilities of spelling my first name 'Shafieza'

1. Shafieza
2. Shafeeza
3. Shafiza
4. Shafiezah
5. Shafeezah
6. Shafizah
7. Syafieza
8. Syafeeza
9. Syafiza
10. Syafiezah
11. Syafeezah
12. Syafizah

See the differences there? No? Okay.. Bye.. :)

100th post

So, as you can see.. This is my 100th post.. and I felt happy when I think about it.. Until I posted the 99th post about my life. Just a little part of it.. Well, yeay for me.. For my 100th post. *insincere clap* Ciao~

Facts. Maybe not.

I used to be proud of myself. For being good in most sports and close to everyone. But then, one day, I talked to my dad about one of the competition I took part in. And we laughed and just talk. But then. He said something that makes me realize that I need to focus on only one thing to succeed. He said "You might be good in everything, but you'll be best in nothing."

Of course, back then, I didn't really understand what he meant. Okay. I'll explain the meaning. Of course it is my own definition. Okay. I'll just skip to the example. This is when friends come in. I'll rephrase the sentence to make it related to friends. It'll sound a little like this. "You might be a good friend to everyone, but you are no one's best friend."

So, I was close to everyone when I was younger. I went to recess with different people everyday and I listened to different people everyday. Only now I realize, I actually don't have a real person to talk to. To be by my side when I cry or when I feel down. I listen to people but there's no one that listen to me.

I don't see where this is going. I think I'm going to stop now. Just hope that you guys hold to this concept. It can be applied in so many things. Like studies. If you are good in all subjects, then you'll be best in none. Or maybe like studying for an exam. If you want to study everything at the same time, you'll earn nothing. Which means.. nothing will actually go into your brain. Well, that's all I guess.. Bye!

Mum

My mum is the weirdest yet coolest person ever. So.. Imma tell you the story of her weirdness.. Haha..

Me: *ask a question that I couldn't remember*
Mum: Ye la.. Mummy makan Selo Mechu (A type of Cambodian food) banyak sangat.
Me: Ape ma cakap ni?
Mum: Ye la.. makan Selo Mechu banyak sangat jadi 'pailat'
Me: huh?
Elder Brother: Pelat la ma.
Dad: Bukan pailat. Pilot.
Mum: Pilot.

Haha.. and the conversation goes on with more and more weird stuff that my mum said.

That sad moment when you are at the beach, in a romantic mood, under the moonlight with wind blowing, but there's no one special for you to think about.